Doubting that anyone would really wanna work on this saturday. Oh well, can't blame anyone else if there isn't any replacement for me. Chen chen's leaving tomorrow after her work on Breeks Cafe. She's been a great friend ever since I started my first day of work evne though she's from China. But both of us shared the same interest! I got to know that she's a fan of Super Junior too :O . Caused non of my classmates were really interested in Korean Boy Bands even though they heard some songs by Super Junior. Though I do not wish that she will quit but somehow she has to return to her own country yea? Yeap, there's a chinese idiom which goes 'The Old doesn't go, how does the New suppose to come?' . Got myself surprised when Chen chen handled me a postcard? or rather a picture of Eunhyuk (a member of Super Junior), and I was like omg?! Caused she knew that Eunhyuk's my favourite idol.

Somehow I felt that everyone around me is leaving. Priscilla's last day after Chen chen's, and soon it will the Poly students turn to leave.

Somehow I just wished that I could just migrate to other countries as and when I like, without any restrictions or lacking of funds to do so.

Wake up from the reality Joy, stop dreaming.

Once, there was an old man who told me that , there's nothing stays forever in this world. Once a fact, always a fact. There's nothing you can change about it. Just like as I know I'm able to go into poly, but laziness took me down and hit me straight to ITE.

Frustrated.

Great -__- I'm working on the day before the starting of the CNY . Good job Joy (Y)

I'm extremely tired. I tried to be strong but failed. I started to avoid places that are over-crowded. Though sometimes I'd no choice. I've started showing temper to my friends who worked in the same outlet with me when I'm provoked. I skipped all 3 meals nowadays, and I hate sundays.

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ITE = no hope. How's your result?

Gee, I woked up late LOL. Hmm yea was extremely late for Mr Lim's lesson. Thank God that I drank a cup of coffee , otherwise I would be sleeping in his epic theory lesson. He would just knock everyone out with his chantings lol. Hmm yea, soon afterwards I headed NorthPoint foodcourt for slight lunch before I start my work at SeoulGarden. Was rather excited about it lol. But yea there's lots of stuffs to know , learn etc. For example, I hafta greet the managers who are in the resturant , table settings(layouts), refill the drinks and bla bla bla. And lol , the floor's extremely oily like wow, I almost fell down. But yea in the end.. I fell :S, though it's kinda pain on my right arm and it's still swollen, but I guess I'm able to take it.

Bit off topic.

I sorta lost a friend.

A friend whom I cherished much.

Though I don't know what happened at that point of time.

Neither did I get to know what's the reason behind it.

I was mad instead.

Blocked it.

When I tried to calm myself down,

it's too late.

I never see her again.

I wished time would rewind back to the point where I got to know what's going.

A friend who totally knows me inside out,

Forgive me.

-sign off-

Too much stuffs happened in a go. Wake me up from this awful nightmare. Someone just slap me hard pl0x.

What have I done?

I felt like I'm ageing somehow. I started a different lifestyle like a working adult would  normally does. I started my daily lifestyle by going out to malls and buy the stuffs that I need daily, shampoos and stuffs.

Christmas drawing near, everyone's using their pocket money/earnings to buy gifts for their friends and as well as for themselve. But here I am trying to save as much as I can for New Year's Resolution , daily stuffs , and my needs for other stuffs. Been trying to get a job. Interviewed at Yishun KFC, hope they will give me a call to let me know that I'm hired or something.

I gotten my GPA result for the eoy exam, I expected myself to get a 4 for my gpa but I got 3.226 instead. It's quite upset, I expect myself to get a 4, which I did really tried my best or rather base on the result it might seem not to be. But fret not, there's one more year to go. Keep it up Joy! And no matter what happen, Give glory to God and Praise Him :).

Merry Christmas :) , and a Happy New Year Joy :).

Another design made by me. Theme's on grunge. It's rather random anyway. Click on the picture for actual view of it's picture.

Joy

Okay it's been awhile that I've not been uploading my photoshop artwork here. Well not really my artwork, it's sorta like a customised work done by me , bob and jon. Both of their artwork are quite unique apart from mine, thus ima put up some of their artwork here :D

Note: Please take note that some of the pictures that we've done or edited are either from PlanetRender , BlackSunGFX or some other websites like brushesdownload.com. We do not want people coming here trying to flame us by telling that we didn't give credits or so. Thanks .

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First up: Bob's work :D

It's rather colourful and nice xD

Another artwork done by bob , idk why he does that o.o or rather I've forgotten it :S

IKR! It's nice :D hahahaha well done bob :)

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Next up: Jon's artwork

You guys may visit his blog on his artwork by click this link : www.photoshop-mylife.blogspot.com

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Final up: Joy's artwork (it's rather simple though :l)

Okay , it's a PTD artwork. You gotta view the actual size of it to see the full image or so.

Okay, this is shakugan no shana . Jon did one too, so I sorta think that maybe I should do one for myself too ;x , well it didn't turn out really nice :S

Another image from PlanetRender.net , it's a random editing anyway :S haha

It was supposed to be an image of electricwire , but somehow I just placed another background image with it. It's nice though o.o. 

Okay that's the end of it :D hope you guys like it xD

Okay , like mentioned above. After I gotten the Software and downloaded the essential brushes. I started messing up with Photoshop LOL

My first tryout with Hitsugaya . Didn't turn out well enough D: . Click the image for actual view.

Okay I know this ain't nice LOL.

Okay , this is my first attempt of making a globe or button ._. idk which is which though LOL

2nd attempt of making it. LOL I wonder if it looks nicer o.O

Saw a tut of making a Jack-O-Lantern pumpkin in some website, kinda fun and stuffs. So I decided to make one out.

Okay seriously, I've no idea how it turned out to be like this lol. It was supposed to be another way round ._.

I did this for Heist. She said it's one of the best I've made.

My header image for the blog :D

DISCLAIMER: I hope those who pass-ed by here DO NOT save my pictures and claim it as your own creation. Thanks

Alright yea , my life's screwed. Nose bleeding and it's killing me >__> . I won't be on onsugar much often now, but i'll update the blog once a while.

And yea, I've been studying hard for my final exams , so if you didn't see me replying your msg or stuffs .. so yea. You got what I mean uh xD.

Checkered clothes got me into it, kinda an addiction though.

Even if the whole world look down on me, I'll still be strong as before.

Even if no one on the earth know me well enough, I'll still keep things in myself prevent from getting hurt.

Even if the one(s) I trusted most backstabbed/betrayed me, maybe I'll just be stupid for once more.

Even if there are ppl who's trying to know what I'm thinking about and stuffs, I promised they won't get any info outta me.

Even if I'm left alone on the earth, I promise I won't stoop myself low and beg others for money and stuffs.

Even if I'm crying now, it will only be seen by myself.

Even if I'm in pain now, no one knows it except myself.

Even if everyone abandoned me, I'll still adopt myself and live on my life.

Even if no one else is with me now, I'll still be fine with it.

I'll be fine.

Even if ...